I feel really no mood to go to school these days. It feels like as if I have lost interest in studying. I always wish why cant I am in the D,E,F class instead of being in A or B class. I really doesn’t like to be in the front class. Ppl will keep comparing u and they will be like because you are in the front class, u should….. and u shouldn’t…..And I will be thinking like: Front class students not human is it? We cant make mistakes is it? We cant act like a normal person is it? We cant have a few slow learner like me is it? WE CANT EVEN GIVE OURSELF A BREAK IS IT!! It feels like f*ck you la! We are in the front class doesn’t mean we have to act like a robot ,everything have to be perfectly done, or should I say like a DOG? Obeying every single instruction you teachers gave?

How good is it that if I were in the last class, then I could probably argue with the teacher whenever the teacher said something that pissed me off. If front class students ever do that, in the next second, u will b definitely sitting in front of the discipline teacher.=_= Its really not fair. Why everyone has to go to school where almost everyone hates to go to school except some nerds-who-would-die-if-they-missed-out-school-for-a-day. But of course, i have to admit sometimes school is fun,but only when friends are around.This is the only good thing in school and which is also the best part of being in school. I think if without friends, school is like a total bullshit. We can juz choose to be home-schooled or something. I know this would sound ridiculous but i wish i were one of the girl in ancient china. LOL

I know I sound really terrible but tis is really how I feel right now. I know I shouldn’t say this kind of things especially form 5 SPM is next year. I shouldn’t give up after so many years of hard work. I should have give up earlier. Like during primary one.LOL So… I guess, no matter how I hate school, I will still have to continue on and I shud do something to make myself ‘love’ school again instead of hating it so much. Which I doubt if it is even possible. I am still kinda down right now.Haiz.. I dunno how to save myself liao...

Studying=students+dying (credits to Vivian) This is so damn correct.

Forgive me on my emoness.Juz for today, I hope.

LoL on the 'school is bad for children'. Please click to enlarge, I dunno how to make the size bigger.TAT

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