Recently, i found out that almost every single friend of mind is rich kid. I still remember i told my friend that how i hope if i keep hanging out with these rich kids and i one day i would eventually bcome rich too. For example, like one of my Form 2 friend. U guys noe gossip girls rite? Like Blaire? Yes, she live a life like Blaire. Mayb nt so damn ridiculous rich like her, but almost. And nw, here i am, in KL. Even more rich ppl around me. Swimming pools, blablabla and lately i juz found out that one of my fren is a Korean aristocrat. Unbelievable...

My this form 2 friend. She is so damn rich that she almost have parties at least once a week. And like what we c in the movies, what those rich girls do when they r nt happy with someone? Slap them? pushed them down the swimming pool? Splash ur glass of water on them? Yes, she did all of these. I feel sorry to say this, but yes, it sounds kinda b*tc*y but in school, she is still a quite ok person. When she told me these, i was in a *o* expression. Ridiculous, rite? Yesterday, i was chatting with her through facebook and she told me after PMR, she organized a clubbing like party at her villa at Sabah and she even brought her maids to prepare everything for her and the whole rich kids gang FLY thr to attend this party. I was like woah~ seriously? I kinda feel like a kampung girl in front of her. DX

But her life is nt that perfect though. She is pretty, she is smart, she is rich, but she gt a weak body and a lil bit of family problem. But her life still seems very nt bad afterall. I feel kinda shocked when she said she faints quite frequently and sometimes even in shopping mall. I kinda pity her but at the same time envy her. Everytime thr's one thing that rich kids want but couldnt get, that's freedom. I ever asked myself. If i were to choose between freedom and wealthy, which one would i choose. And hmph..i will keep my answer as a secret. XD

How bout u? Freedom or wealthy. Which one would u choose?

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A late 'yay' from me for the 50th post yesterday. XD I actually already planned wat to blog bout 20 mins ago but then when i come bac from editing the photos, i forgt everything. So i will juz blog bout this photo editing thingy.

I always wanted to get the photoshop software but then i nvr get the chance. And a thousand thanks to Karia who told me this chinese software which works like photoshop, i guess. ( how will i noe la since i nvr use photoshop b4) It gt a lot of cool function like liquify,getting rids of ur dark circles, make ur skin looks flawless and etc. But i think it dont have the tooth whitening function which i always love to use. XD

I gt really addicted to edit photo today. Juz nw, when i was bout to bored to death, i finally decided to edit a group photo and see if i can make any changes since my editing skills had always bee really bad and the previous come ount always look nt much difference. Then, i added new hairstyles for my frens and the come out makes me laugh till stomach ache. And i posted in on facebook. I wonder if they will come and slap me when i go to school.XD

And the worse edited person in the photo is me. My fren even said i looked like i had an eye surgery. T_T Cuz when i planned to get rid f my dark circles and i turn out looking like a monster, i am forced to put the pink eyeshadow down thr which looks really awful. And then i gt so into this photo editing thingy and spent the whole nite sitting in front of my laptop editing another two photos. I am actually quite satisfy with the come outs and i looks really so much better after editing.

So, when i compare my b4 and after photo, it actually kinda affected my 'happy' mood. Cuz when my after looks so much better than the b4, it means tat i look real ugly in the b4 lo. Which actually crushed my tat tiny little confidence tat i am already lack of.

It's almost one in the morning and i really gtg sleep. Nitez and sweet dream eveyone.

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I had a nitemare yesterday. I dreamt that i gt my pmr result and i have no A at all. My chinese gt 78 and my bm essay only get 4 marks.== And then i was like super sad in the dream. What am i gonna do if i really dint get any A's in this exam. Although i never cry when i get bad results, but i doubt tat if i really din get any A's in this PMR.

And damn u mosquito, i dint switch on my aircond is bcuz i wan save on electric bill (see, how good girl i am.XD) and also save the earth from producing less CFC ok? it doesnt mean that u, tis damn mosquito can take my advantage to fly in from my little wondow and keep sucking my tasty blood when i am trying so hard to hav a good nite sleep! Dont force me to end ur life for u.Hmph~ I miss using ridsect.lol

Today, i finally did sth else bsides on9ing since my exam finish. I finally started doing my decoden. I decided to decorate on my correction tape since it could b refill and then it's wat i am going to bring to school everyday.( i am nt tat stupid to decorate on a pencil,ok?) So, my strategy is decorate pretty pretty and then attract customer to buy from me lo.hehe. And doing this decoden stuffs is really so much harder than i expected. I was thinking to juz follow exactly wat i found on9as samples but then my heart shape turn out to b like shit. 

And then i tried to make leopard print and it turns out  so...then i tried to make my name with the stones and the come out is still ==. So then i gt annoyed juz simply simply do liao lo. I used up all my patience ady. So, cant blame me for the ugly comeout. Guess wat, my correction tape turns out so werid and messy cuz i actually mix in a lot of patterns in. First, blue ribbon, next brown leopard prints, then, colorful circles, and finally, a purple smiley. So sweat lo. I wasted so much stones in juz one correction tape. I hope my ugly CT will really help me attract customer.

I spent like almost 5 t0 7 hours to finish tat. I cant believe tat! i wasted so much time on this. But for the sake of money, nvm. i sabar. wakaka. Till here then, ciao and muackz everyone.

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Yay, Pmr is finally over. I noe my yay is a bit too late.Haha. Cuz once pmr over i started playing games like mad cow so didnt update lo. Anyway, i am so not confident in this exam. I dont think i am lucky enuf to get straight a's like primary school. And btw, i always think that they mayb typed in the wrong result for me for my upsr cuz until nw i still cant really believe i can get all a lo.KakaAnyway, what done is done.I go langgar the wall oso wont change anything.

Juz nw, i received a call from my primary classmate. And a boy somemore. We used to b like gud buddy in a group of four. I was quite surprised to receive his call. And he so== lo. Guess wat he said the first thing. He said, wah, how come ur voice change so much. U sounds so gentle and soft. So  i asked bac, why? i used to b very fierce last time meh. And he mumbled,u used to sound like Dai Ka Jie(like those big, fierce,muscular,women boss).Then...deng deng deng deng. I shouted at him, u wan me to beat u up is it? And my trueself reveal. Kaka. 

Of coz no la. I so gentle one.Kaka. Ppl grow up liao mar, mature liao mar.cannot meh. But then it does feel weird for having a boy to call u up and gossip like girlfrens. And i am that type of person who cant do like what most girls do,talk non-stoply on the phone until the telephone started to burn still wont stop one. I always cant think of topics when talking thru the phone, Even with my best pal, Karia. But then, this boy is like super talkative and finally able to stop him when mum calls me for dinner and i was like 'phew~'.My ear ady start sweating lo.

But it really is a happy thing to know that ur primary best fren still rmb u. And which i had always wish to get bac to Miri and meet them but  i dont hav such chance. I really miss my primary frens who had all went thru 6 years primary life with me. 

And today, my school is like so..==. I cant believe we juz finish pmr( nt spm ok? ) and the school actually invited a college lecturer(i guess?cuz why would i pay attention to him la) to come and talk those wat college la and wat school la.we all sit till butt bcome flat liao .lol.This still nvm. The worse is,i am so 'lucky' that in the 'lucky draw' session, i gt picked. Even buy toto 4d oso nt so lucky la. And i am asked to arrange the cutlery. I can feel my face burning when i walk up lo.And then after arranging the cutlery, the lecturer actually said a lot of stuffs. But his 'Inglish' is very hard to understand so i juz mm all the way lo. And wow, i gt a 'prize'! Its a brochure! How excited is tat. And i was thinking like 'um...yay?' haha.

Till here then. ciao. 

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