Yay~the 40th post.I think.mayb its time for me to give up this blog. Since, I get really really lazy to update these days. Even though after my trial. And I keep thinking..hmm.. mayb I should start a Chinese blog since i can express myself better in Chinese. Sometimes, I myself also cant understand what I am saying/ typing when I am using English. Like..nw.

But I think the reason that distracted me to do anything bsides ‘that’ when I online is bcuz I found a really awesome Chinese novel writer. Her novel is like drug. Once u read it, u get addicted to it. And u will feel heartache to finish the damn book.

Books that make u cry are easy to find but books that make u want to read over and over again and u feel really heartache to finish it, are really really hard to find.This book I found is like 6 sequel. And I juz cant stop reading it once I started and I read everynite till bout 2 am and finally finish it. I noe, I sounds so bookworm and crazy. But ya, I am always like this bookworm.

Everyone who noes me noes this. Me=books.Books=me. Hehe. But mostly I am only really into Chinese books. English books r not really my type and Bm books r absolutely a nono to me. Like I said I really wish to write and ppl keep saying that I read so many books and if I don write, it will b such a waste. But I don hav such confidence , I always giv up doing things halfway and I am nt really that pro in Chinese.

At first, I thought my Chinese is ok and I hav the ability to write, but when I go and read again my books, I don think so anymore. In 5 pages, thr is more than 20 phrase or words that is like so common to use and is a must to noe but then I never use them and some I don even noe how to pronounce. And when I decided to flip every page of my mountain of books and copy down every useful phrase and words, I giv up on the fifth page of the first book. I noe, that is so =_=|||. But thr r juz too many I think even one year oso cant finish,

But after I start a Chinese blog and I practice my Chinese thr, mayb I would try to write. So yeah, wish me luck. After I start my Chinese blog, thr si few possiblities on what I will do with these blogs.
1. Abandon this blog totally and only take care of the Chinese blog.
2. Abandon the Chinese blog after a few posts can come bac to this blog.
3. Abandon both blogs.Wakaka
4. Continue both blogs.

I think 2 and 3 would most probably happen. So this mite be my last post on this blog. Yay~ Haha. Haiz~ last post still so lame. Books and books and still books.

K then, am going to say buh-bye. I hope I would come bac to this blog sooner or later. Hehe~Muacks everyone.

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Recently, i gt a new fren. Actually we knew each other since the very beginning of the year. But we seldom talk. And lately, bcuz of some reasons, we started talking to each other, and bcome quite close. She is a very nice person. All though sometimes she act like a baby, she is a lovely one. But at the meantime oso, i lost one of my really close friend. We used to be really close, but suddenly, she don wan to talk to me anymore. I ask her wats her prob and she never wan to answer me and everytime she ignore me like i am invisible.

I noe u will b reading this. After u read, i hope u can tell me the reason next time we meet. If u r angry cuz past two weeks i seldom accompany you during recess time, tats bcuz i hav to do the mural in my class and u noe how lazy i am to go downstairs whereas i always bring my own food. Or else, i really cant think of any other reason that u could possibly be angry with me. If u don want to tell me the reason, how on earth am i going to noe wats wrong? Even until the day i die oso don noe la. == I get really tired of all these.

Sometimes, the minute i enter the school and i remember of all these stupid frens thingy, (not only u la ,but other frens oso) my heart sank. I feel really 'xian' to go to school. Everyone have their limits. I might give up on u if i reach my limit. But i juz want to tell u, u will always b my best fren.

Hmm... enough complaining. But still.. i wan to complain sth else. XD... trial exams on Monday,. Someone.. save me. SO scared la. I don wan exams la. Afterward the result come out like shit la. T.T and then and then afterward need to go cut hair somemore. T.T..my life~

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Hmm... tmr will be our curriculum day. Which means our glee performance is coming soon. I feel kinda worried nw as i scared the performance will b as bad as our rehearsal. The rehearsal is really a disaster. It is so damn embarrassing. And i feel so terrible after the rehearsal. I hope tmr our performance will b really gud.

I am kinda excited for tmr although our performance is juz going to b few minutes. And this is the first time i will b performing in this school and also the first time wearing casual clothes in front of everyone and of course, the first time wearing make up in school. I noe it would be kinda weird to wear make up in school and thr will b a lot of ppl saying a lot of stuffs but who cares. I noe we r going to hav fun a lot of fun tmr. Yay~~~~

Juz nw i went to watsons and bought a few cosmetics. And i bought for my frens the hello kitty limited edition maybelline mascara. It looks pretty cute. And i also bought face powder and majolica lip gloss for her. For myself, i only bought a majolica liquid eyeliner and lip brush. I like the eyeliner, pretty nice.

K then, i guess tats all for nw. Kthnxb. Btw, wish us luck for the performance tmr.

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