Its been a week again since last update. I am realy bz. ( seriously.XD) Bzing with my super stupid projects. And i dont hav a chance to go do other things while online. Cuz if i did tat, my mum will glare at me like i ate her favourite chicken wings. Kidding~ but ya,she really will glare at me. And whenever i watch movies after 7, she will nagnagnag until i go bac to my room and study. Which always make me so angry until i storm bac to my room and purposely slam the door loudly. But dont worry,i still love u mum. XD

I received my cosmetics i bought on9 today. To my disappointment, the cosmetics r nt as gr8 as i expect it would b, but still nt bad la.(so, nvr buy online stuffs too often.) What make me really excited is the black head nose paste. I noe, its so weird to b excited for a nose paste, rite? But, i always wanted to try nose paste as i gt quite a lot of black heads thr, which i hate'em. And, tis is my first time using it. When i told kara bout this, i bet she think in her mind i am such a psycho girl, rite,kara? After bathing, i 'quickly' and 'excitedly' try on the nose paste(stop reading in the -_-||| expression~)lol. And when i stick on the nose paste, it really feel damn weird. Its like something stucking/sucking on ur nose. And after bout 15 mins, i 'peel' it off. (sounds like peeling banana.XDD) Although i peel it v slowly, and 'gently' it still hurts one lo. Wanna noe how it feel,try stick a cellotape on ur skin. But tis paste is definitely 10 times stickier than cellotape la. I pain till tear lo. And the result is ...lo. Nt like wa...so effective. I think it only pull out 10 to 30 percent of the blackheads. Omg, i noe it sounds so disgusting. So,i will stop tis headies thing here. wakaka

And tonite, i watched another Jackie Chan's movie, little big soldier. No offense, but my mum and i were like watching with our eyes half close thr. Really damndamndamn boring one la. Why our awesome Jackie Chan's movies arent as gud as those b4s. Like rush hour,the medallion,shanghai noon and etc. All of them are so awesome,rite? His movies r interesting i like the fighting scenes and the movies r always funny. But so far, thr r three movies i personally think its nt tat nice, which is little big soldier, the spy next door and shinjuku incident. Omg. these three really sucks man. Really la. little big soldier is too boring, the spy next door is like nt tat um..'exciting' the story is like ---- nt ~~~~.get wat i mean, no climax like tat. and the shinjuku...ew..But i still like Jackie Chan. hoho.

And after the movie and writing such long post,my eyes r oledi three quarter close. So..*lights off* muackxie.

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Hmm. bout a week since my last update. Getting a bit lazy to update. XD.

I am sure almost every girls wish to go to proms or balls,rite? Imagine, masquerade ball, some hot guy come over and ask for a dance, pretty gowns. It would b so awesome!

I always wanted to go to those type of balls but i am nt those kind of rich kid so,i still havent gt a chance to experience tis. My fren and i keep thinking ways to organize a prom and the best way we can think of is get our own club first, then mayb we can find some 'excuses' to organize a prom. And even if we didnt manage to get a prom, having our very own little club will v fun enough. I really wan to do something big, and fun so i would hav a memorable school life and nt those lame boring school life and when ppl ask u, how's ur school life. Nothing special, juz homeworks and test. That seriously sucks.

But after i think properly, the percentage of us having a club and a prom is only 2 percent out of 100 percent. Why? Cuz, those dua liap nang (which means ppl who hold high position) like the curriculum teacher and others, r all v uncle uncle and aunty aunty one. ALl v close minded and damn old fashioned. I bet if u ask them u like sponsor money for the prom, the will say like, why u wan a prom? wan date guys ha? wan couple ha? I BET they will say like tat. So.. haiz..its really quite impossible for tis every-girl-wan-pink-princess-dream. T.T But mayb i will try. And wish me luck on that.

I plan to write more i swear but i am being drag to go swimming so i will add more tonite if possible. Ciao.

*updated* First of all,i keep my promise. Cheers!XD I actually still hav a few things to blog but then since i am so damn tired. Juz forget bout it la. After going for the swimming and cam tons of crazy photos, we all go for the japanese buffet saisaki. I eat until so full that i feel like wanna vomit. Mayb cuz i eat japanese food too often and i actually used to like japanese food v much. Nw, nt so anymore. Hmm. After viewing all the crazy and funny photos, i really cant stop laughing at it. Hmph, really cannot stand liao. gtg sleep. Oyasumu nasai.

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Hmm. Yesterday was my birthday. And i was too busy to blog yesterday, so i will blog bout it here.

-Yesterday-

Yesterday morning i was quite down. Don ask me why,mayb bcuz of the audition. Mayb bcuz i was too worried or wat.So, ya..but then after a while, i feel ok. And return to the cheerful,energetic,optimistic me. (wakaka. kinda self-praising here.Plz kindly ignore me. XD)

I received a cute teddy bear from my fren, MY and a handmade bracelet from another fren. And wat really make me surprised, and most happy after all, is my cousin,kara!! She actually post a cute and fluffy soft toy dog for me. I was like 0_0 when my mum told me she posted sth to me. Omg. Thanks so much. I love u. XD. muackz muackz *hug*hug* and guess wat she wrote on a note. which is quite 'funny'.

Gives u the most obedient dog in this world.
It wont pee,eat and even sleep. U don hav to trim the fur,it wont bark,bite
and wont simply run around, It juz.. cant,wont,could'nt do anything.

Wish u Happy Birthday.

I was like 0_0 then bwahaha the next sec. Wth la, but really,thanks so much.U r the best cousin in the world. Dont touched till cry when u read tis. XD

Then,for the dinner, my daddy brought us to a japanese restaurant. Ichican boshi,i guess. The food r quite nice, bout v exp. I actually wanted to take photos, but when i try to cam with my phone,i gave up. My phone damn sucks la. Which means the camera damn sucks lo. SO, wait till i buy a new phone la. T.T Then, without 'realizing' my birthday passed quickly. Why times flies so quickly today. XD

And today, i received tons of messages from my old fren. I was quite surprised cuz its like we lost contacts quite long ago. I was really happy for that. And omg,i did something v embarassing. My best primary fren, Ester. She call me and i hung her up. Omg,i seriously cant believe i did that. Bcuz when i ask who is she, i dint hear properly so i just hang up the phone and think its juz some random ppl who call the wrong number. Then the next sec, i think,wait..that name sounds familiar. And she calls bac. And omg,its really her. I keep apologizing to her for hanging up the phone. Its seriously so paiseh when ur ex-best fren calls u and u said, sorry,wrong number. T.T..sorry.ester.

And ya,for the audition. I was so nervous that time,and i wanted to flee but my fren juz don let me. So ya,i sang, which i think its quite terrible.T.T and the result havent come out. But after i came bac and think twice. I hope i dint get to go in the club.*runs*dun hit my face*XD I think..I dunno la. I noe i am so weird and retardate. Since i don wan to get in the club then wat for i go for the audition, rite. Haiz..dunno la.

-Today-
Nothing special happen today. Juz..i kinda dislike one of my classmate. She never do things she promised and grr.. sometimes juz kinda feel like wanna punch her in her face.XD

And today,i watch another Donnie Yen's movie. I watched alomost all his movies. Like ip man, bodyguards and assasins, and the 14 blades. Why all his movies have to b so violent, sad and must hav ppl die one wo. Kinda a lil bit beh tahan. But ya, his movies r all quite nice. although it is violent,sad and got ppl die.nt children frienly at all.XD So , i recommend u guys to watch his movies if u r really bored and u donno wat to watch. And btw, don watch if u r below 13 years old. XD Kidding~

Ok. Thats all for today. Oyasuminasai~

Lastly a picture of bodyguards and assasins.Seriously,tis movie is quite sad. And a lot of ppl die. T.T

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Its one day before my birthday. Which also means that its one day before the audition. My legs bcome shaky, my voice bcome shaky. Omigod omigod. Should i flee, should I?yes or no. I really don hav much confident in myself. I scare if i go to the audition, i will throw my own face. I scared ppl will think like..ee..tis girl sing like hell and she still dare to come. But if i flee, it makes me feel so stupid, since u already sign up and u practice so hard so wats the point to give up nw. Wat should i do? Be more courageous and go to the audition, if pass then yay if fail then try again next time. Or b a coward and flee. So that ppl will nvr say bout how lousy ur singing is. Haiz.. tell me.choose for me.

I noe..i noe..its only such a stupid damn small thingy. Its nt even a competition, juz a lil, no-big-deal club audition. But i juz cant help myself from feeling nervous,scared. Its my first time to sing in front of other ppl. How can i nt nervous? Tell me. The more i listen to my own singing. The more sucks i think i am.T.T

Why does it hav to b exactly the same date as my birthday. I rather it to b a few days earlier or a few days later juz nt exactly the same la. Shit. If i pass, oz coz it would me a double happiness birthday. But how if i fail? It would b such a sad birthday for me. Mayb i really should flee. Haiz...

Everyone,do wish me happy birthday tmr. XD and dont forget to pray hard for me to pass, IF i din FLEE. Juz..haiz..hope so. Its one day b4 my birthday! i shouldnt b sighing here. I shouldnt have stuffs to worry. The only thing i should do is wait excitingly for my birthday. And receive tons of warm greeting from my frens and family, rite?

So, i promise i will b cheerful even if i fail. SO, don care liao la. Nw, i will 'happily' online, 'happily' sleep. And 'happily' wait for the brighter tmr. XD

I'll stop here nw. Muackz. Hav a gud day tmr, for u,and for me. *wink*

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Haiz..i really v beh gan guan(translate-v dun wantly. Omg,i noe i am such a bad translator.XD) to give up spd(sand play dragon). The more i think how cool will this cosplay group be, the more i don wan to give up.

But since like i cant really find ppl to join, we proceed to another cosplay plan, which is code geass. We manage to drag quite a number of ppl to join, but kara leave me. T.T.. so bad.(box u.XD) I don really noe who i wan to cos in code geass. The character i like, the clothes i don like. If i like the clothes, the character nt nice. Its so ftw lo.

I wonder like why am i such a...girl. I dun hav pretty face, nvm. I dun hav clever brain, nvm. And i even hav a bad mouth, kinda tsundere somemore. And dun hav cute personality somemore. Thats so sad, rite? come, lets cry together. T.T...T.T~~

So ya, come and make frens with me and u will noe i am actually a v kind and innocent (do i?) girl.bwahaha. Kidding~

Good day, guys.

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This afternoon, my family and i had our lunch at a kopitiam which is v famous for their beef noodles. At thr, i saw two man, who's is like so pity. One of them don hav legs, i think. Cuz he sit on a trolley thingy and uses his hands to like push the trolley and guide the other man,who is blind and he blows something like a trumpet.

They play music around that area and when i saw them, i feel so sad for them. How come they have such a pity life. And during that moment, i realize how lucky i am. We do donate a little money to them. Hope tat will at least help them a bit. Everytime i see beggars or ppl who hav disabilities. I will sometimes even feel so sad until i feel like crying for them.T.T

So, usually if i c those ppl, i will ask my parents to donate money to them, nt tat i am too stingy to donate and its bcuz its quite often for me to go out without bringing money.XD. (i noe, its weird,rite? but my parents are like my atm machine ady.and no need password and credit cards somemore. XD) Bac to the topic, ya, so, if u ever saw these pity ppl, donate if u can. Its never too late to do good deeds. lol

And tonite, we went to for steamboat buffet. The food here is very nice. A lot of choices, i mean a looot. And its only like 20 plus per person. Hmm, i really shall take some photo to show u guys but i said its too late to regret~i said its too late~ *cough cough* *excuse me, XD* And i found out that my bro hav another special ability bside he can touch his nose using his toungue.kaka. He can actually juz throw the drum part of a chicken wing to his mouth, and then it will come out with juz the bone. I was like 0_0 when i saw him doing tat. But then, he really looks so funny when he's doing tat. And i ask him :' u tot u r machine or wat ha,to do like tat." XD

And we all eat until we r bloated. And when we r bout to leave, we saw that the workers started bbqing steak and we r like.. damn! why they only bbq these gud stuffs so late and when we r leaving somemore. T.T..my steak.. I wan to take away. XD

Ok then, thats all for today. Oyasumi nasai.*.*

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I realize i blog very often recently. I will just blog every single lame thing("Then stop rite nw!" "No! i cant. my fingers are moving on their own.") XD *runs*. I guess i am just too boring until i donno wat should i do so the only thing i can do is blog.

I wish to bcome as famous as kennysia,xiaxue or cheesie. It would b like so cool if i am as famous as them, which is like impossible. == I noe i am kinda the type of girl who likes to imagine things and v fairy tale type(according to kara)I always says things like,i hope i can marry a handsome millionaire, i wish i can b a famous blogger so i don hav to work but earn by blogging. And whenever i say these 'fairytale' type of things to kara,she will definitely pour me cold water. Bcuz she's too realistic... and after reading most of the famous blogs,i realize that photos r actually v important. Photos can b v attractive and ya,will make ppl keep going to ur blog and read ur blog and then,u bcome famous!

So,in my POV, i think its like, u hav to put on make up and camwhore and cams a lot of things. I don hav even a single photos at the meantime. So, if i wanted to put photos on this blog,tat means i hav to wait until i get a new laptop first(don ask me why), and get photoshop and then wait until i am old enuf to make up on every single time i go out. Which soonest is like 2 years later.XD So, don put to high expectation. Mayb 2 years later, tis blog wouldnt even exist anymore.

Blogging can b kinda fun. U can blurt out all the things here. Critiques, complains, share ur experience and the most important(to me), again,scold ppl at here when u actually hate the person so much but u cant scold them in real life. So ya, blog is a perfect place to express ur feelings, especially anger. Wakaka

Oh,its time to read my bedtime story ady. XD *lights off*

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I finally chose a song. A chinese song. I really hope i can pass the audition. So guys, borrow me ur luck.XD I cant imagine how sad i will feel if i fail. I can only say that i don hav the talent of singing but i will try harder next time, if gt the chance.Xd So, really,pray vvvv hard for me that i would pass.

I started to miss my old frens. I miss ester, my best primary fren. We almost do everything together and we always hav sleepovers at each other place. And we even hav crush on the same person.== And i miss Liwei too. My secondary best fren. we r nt as close like ester and me but then we r still vv gud fren.

I oso miss the boys. I dun hav much boyfrens, which i really mean juz 'boy frens' since secondary. I donno why. Mayb i grew uglier?XD. haiz...I miss the time when i was in form 1 and my class hav some sorts of international project thingy and as the group leader, i make a movie. Although its a nt that interesting, nt that gud, no tat clear and mayb confusing movie, all of us really hav fun. We gt tons of NGs and we laugh together while practicing the dialogue. Ya, cuz i am so dumb and i always laugh non-stoply when practicing the script.

Well,its kind of disappointing as the teacher in charge of this program doesnt like tis kind of thing. She wan very serious thing like presentations and powerpoint and stuffs but which make me feel better is, another teacher, who is also part of this program, although he dint understand a bit of chinese, he still support our movie.Thanx.

But luckily, I hav a 'fren' who's always by my side. Even I moved around like a nomad, we still wouldnt lost contact.Kara..muackxie. *huggies*

Gotta stop here.Ja ne.

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I finally did my oral today. And wow. The result is better than i expected. Last year, the teacher looks like -.- when i say my oral. tis year, my teacher looks like :)when i say my oral. Kaka

Well, after i did my oral, the teacher seems so interested in death note and ask a lot bout the movie title and stuffs. I can say 90 percent she is going watch the movie.Cheers 4 that !

But then, the cosplay stuffs really troubles me alot today. My frens and i keep planning wat to cos for the cf tis year. As tis will b my first time, i hav to choose wisely which oso make it more difficult for me to choose. People like me, watever we do, we hav to drag someone to accompany us. And nw, since people around me kinda lost the interest in cosplay, or nt interested to join me. Which make me feel like i don feel like cosplaying ,again.

Its true i wanted to do photoshoots and make cool vids and enjoy the fun, but then...haiz...Anyone?do sth to cheer me up and make me really like 'addicted' to cosplay and wont feel like wanna giv up anymore?

I'll stop here.l8er.;)

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Well, i am nt able to do my oral today as my teacher didnt come. But then. T.T.. i am so nervous for my audition.

Ok, here's the story. A new club-glee club in my school is having an audition for those who is interested to join. And yeah, mayb i am too excited bout tat and i actually sign up myself for the audition. Can u believe that, ftw hav i done. Its like omgomgomg.

I really wanted to quit my leo club, tats why i think i gt too excited and sign up for the audition. I love singing but that doesnt means tat i can sing really well. I am so scared that all my frens will b able to get in but only me will be kick out. i hav totally no idea on which song should i choose and pluz the audition is individual one, which actually make me more nervous. U guys ady noe how coward i am...T.T... come to think of it, my legs r already shaking while thinking the audition next week.

Wat i am really worry bout is, when i am nervous, i scared tat i would forget the lyrics and my voice will bcome vvv shaky which may affect my singing. Save me-save me- kara..teach me how to sing properly.T.T But then i also hav a 'plan' here. if i really get too nervous or scare on the last minute, i will flee. kaka

Dang it. gotta practice singing liao. Later.

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Hey guys. A quick post here.

Haiz...damn xian. Tmr school again. Why we only get two holidays out of seven days. Its so tiring. Tmr i will hav my english oral test. I am quite nervous as i only finish preparing my script just nw. T.T...so scare afterward i cant talk properly and forgot wat i am suppose to say. Well, wat makes me more 'relax' and nt tat stress is.i choose the same topic as last year. Which is death note.

I am going to say the summary for death note and hehehe my secret weapon. i will bring my death note book to show the teacher. Cuz i think if i show her the book, she mite put a lil attention towards the book and therefore wont concentrate on me too much and don ask me so much question. And oso, who noes, she mite oso b happy cuz i bring such a 'cool' thing to show her and she mite gives me higher marks. Wakaka.

Omg. i hav to stop my nonsense nw. Cuz i hav to prepare for the dang school tmr and memorize my death note and go watch tb *runs* XD

Lastly. A photo of death note. Ow..i love L. he is juz so cuuute.

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Omg.so sorry guys. I didnt realize tat i havent been update such a long time. I was busying with my studies(which is so nt true)XDD.Haha..nola. At first,i planned to move my blog cuz my 'dear' bro found out my blog and he keep like 'teasing' me. Ya,i noe, such a bad bro. If he read and then diam diam thr pretend nothing happen still nvm but then he come and blablabla thr a lot. DAMN. Then, i get lazier and lazier so, tats why i dint update for such a loooong time.

I had a lot of things i wish to blog about during tat period of time but then since it pasts oledi and i am too lazy to do so, i will 'pass' tat. Nw...i feel like i am losing interest in cosplay and anime stuffs more and more each day. But then, today, i saw a found a blog while browsing cf forum. It's a boy's blog, i guess. I think they r quite famous in malaysia as they shot a lot of awesome cosplay videos.And, they r from Kuching.

After viewing their vids, i feel the 'passion' towards cosplay come back again. I wan to shoot awesome videos like them, i wan to enjoy the fun of cosplaying and get to noe a lot of cosplay friends.I wan!!i wan!!i wan!!! Tat will b so cool, rite? major cool! Nw i had move to KL and i wish to go bac to Kuching and make friends with the Pending cosplay group. OMGOMGOMG. Ok good. Nw i am excited bout cosplay again. Cheers for me. WHOO-HOO. Yay. Ok,i noe i sounds so lame and freakie and vvv weird here. Forgive me. I cant help myself. XD.

My test ended nt long ago and i just noe my result. Surprisingly, tis is the first time i get such nt bad results since secondary school. But i am not v happy bout it, cuz tis will only giv me more pressure as ppl will only expect more from me. Which mean i hav to work harder. And for ppl like me who don hav much interest in studies, is really...a haiz..thing.

Nw..talk bout sth happy. My cousin came here for one week and juz went bac juz nw. And, it was a lot of fun. I get to go shopping everyday during school days.wakaka. and went to genting for a couple of days. It was very unlucky for me cuz during the day we plan to go genting, i am nt feeling good, (girls prob,u noe wat,don u?@.@)but of coz, the plan cannot b cancel juz bcuz of me. So, ya.i am feeling so bad here and i hav to rest at the hotel, alone for the first day while all the other ppl was playing down thr. Pity me. T.T

But then, v luckily, i feel a lot more better the second day and manage to accompany my cousin to go to the theme park and play. Yeepie. I actually went thr for a few times ady but then i am always too scared to play. The most i will play is 2 types of games in the past. But this time,i really had a lot of fun. Actually i was still v scared tat time but then i don wan to disappoint my cousin and leave her to play alone, so i try 9/10 games with her.

At first, v funny, juz for me to warm up, we sit on the children airplane thingy and omg, i really feel so stupid cuz all the kids was playing and only we two so old one still play tat, then we went for pirate haunted house. Haha.tat was damn funny one.We were so scare at first when the car start moving. My cousin hugged me until so tight and i kept screaming whenever thr've gt a turning. cuz i really scare a hand will suddenly come out like tat and grab my arm. But then. all the way in the haunted house, i think i don even c anything scary. Thr is juz some potrait on the wall and a few 'things' in a cage. Cuz its too dark in thr and i cant even c properly. I bet the boy sitting behind us look at us in -o-||| the whole time cuz i shout and hug my cousin while thr's nothing scary like freak. Haha.

Then we went for flying dragon. Its sth like roller coaster but don hav overturn one la. Mayb bcuz its too early, thr is only two of us playing the whole dragon. It was quite scary but fun. Then,we went for the bumper boat. Psst psst. A lot of leng zhai play with us tat round. Wakaka. I drive the boat and the engine keep vibrating and my hand was numb until like wat after i played. Then, we went for pirate ship,antique car,crazy science lab, spinner, golden mine (sth like flying dragon. It was so exciting tat we played two times)Then, we went for the sungai rajang boat thingy, involve water one. It is v steep when the whole thing like slide down and the water splash onto us. And tis is when our head knock on each others back. And i am the most pity victim as i wan sitting in the middle and two of my cousins kiap me like sandwich. So my head hurts and my bac oso hurts. XD

It's v fun his few days but oso tiring. SO, gotta go charge my battery nw. Muackz and nitez.

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