Its one day before my birthday. Which also means that its one day before the audition. My legs bcome shaky, my voice bcome shaky. Omigod omigod. Should i flee, should I?yes or no. I really don hav much confident in myself. I scare if i go to the audition, i will throw my own face. I scared ppl will think like..ee..tis girl sing like hell and she still dare to come. But if i flee, it makes me feel so stupid, since u already sign up and u practice so hard so wats the point to give up nw. Wat should i do? Be more courageous and go to the audition, if pass then yay if fail then try again next time. Or b a coward and flee. So that ppl will nvr say bout how lousy ur singing is. Haiz.. tell me.choose for me.

I noe..i noe..its only such a stupid damn small thingy. Its nt even a competition, juz a lil, no-big-deal club audition. But i juz cant help myself from feeling nervous,scared. Its my first time to sing in front of other ppl. How can i nt nervous? Tell me. The more i listen to my own singing. The more sucks i think i am.T.T

Why does it hav to b exactly the same date as my birthday. I rather it to b a few days earlier or a few days later juz nt exactly the same la. Shit. If i pass, oz coz it would me a double happiness birthday. But how if i fail? It would b such a sad birthday for me. Mayb i really should flee. Haiz...

Everyone,do wish me happy birthday tmr. XD and dont forget to pray hard for me to pass, IF i din FLEE. Juz..haiz..hope so. Its one day b4 my birthday! i shouldnt b sighing here. I shouldnt have stuffs to worry. The only thing i should do is wait excitingly for my birthday. And receive tons of warm greeting from my frens and family, rite?

So, i promise i will b cheerful even if i fail. SO, don care liao la. Nw, i will 'happily' online, 'happily' sleep. And 'happily' wait for the brighter tmr. XD

I'll stop here nw. Muackz. Hav a gud day tmr, for u,and for me. *wink*

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