Haiz..how come the whole thing will turn out like tis. Ok, i told my fren the whole thing on the next day and guess wat they did. They go and tell tat WL that i think she treat me too nice which make me gt a lil scare of her. Well, they probably did this bcuz they think they wanna help me which they didnt but just make things worse. They could say things like i think she treat me v nicely but nt i am scared of her!!!

After they told her the thing, she somehow seems like mad at me or wat. IDK!! i am totally out of idea wth is going on. When i ask Kara for opinions, she said i can either choose to pretend ntg happen or go apologize to her. I was planning to choose choice one which is to pretend ntg happened, But then, when i met her during break time, she pretend like she didnt c me and just walk away.

Ok, mayb she really didnt c me. Nvm then. Then when school finish, i met her again. And she pretend she didnt c me again and walk away. I think she actually was about to greet my fren bside me but when she saw me, she just turn away and walk. So, i asked my fren if she looks angry when they told her the thing. But then my fren said no. Then why she kinda avoiding me? She said tat it mite just bcuz she don wan to scare me again so i wont b mad at her or she don wan me to hate her. But... Wl's expression doesnt looks so.

Haiz..i donno.i donno!! I wish i can rewind the time so i wont b so frenly to her during the curriculum time and then all this stupid and nonsense things wouldnt happen. But, that's definitely impossible. So i guess i will juz let things 顺其自然。 And..everything wounldnt happen if i don imagine things. Haiz..hate myself. *punch**pinch**kick**slap*

I am sooo tired. *lights of*

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