I am so XIAN today!!! Ok nw, tat WL is making me impatient and angry. Everytime we met i even try to say hi to her but then she avoid me. Then still nvm, yesterday MY and i met her and MY was like dragging her so tat we can talk, but then she even scolded My like, 'wth r u doin!' Then i get so angry so i juz walked away.

So, i told MY tat since tat Wl don wan to talk to me then don expect me to talk to her anymore. I don care losing such fren. I don mind. So watever nw. I will think tat i nvr noe u. And MY is like always trying to explain to her since MY is the one told WL tat thingy so mayb she kinda feel guilty or wat. So i told MY tat she don hav to explain to WL anymore cuz i don really care nw. But then MY still went and explain to her wat plz don treat cherry like tis, she already felt so sorry.And the thing is, i don feel sorry! at least nt anymore. So,i guess everything between WL and me will end here. Wow, i think i sound like talking bout my boyfren huh. Kaka.

And today, we hav the other club meeting. I was actually so excited tat i can spend my time with my ex-classmates again but then...i really regret joining tis club. I joined tis club bcuz tat time everyone thr is joining tis one. But wtf la, why don they send me to the right class at the first place. I feel i belong to my current class nw. At least i nvr feel left out here. Juz nw at the club thr, i was like so left out. i've just transfered nt enough one week and our relationship is already like..break ady. How sad is tis. Then i was like so idiotly following them around and my only present classmates is like so....so... quiet and we don hav much things to talk. I tried to mix in but then, i cant really mix in. At that moment, i felt like so lonely and so sad. And i almost cry.

Since i start to transfer school, last time form two oso like tat. I always feel like wanna cry whenever i feel lonely. Why would i become so weak!! But then i always manage to forced back my tears. At that moment, i really miss MY and her gang. They nvr ignore me and they r so nice to me. When MY saw me, i looked so sad and pity then everyone in the gang is like, come come, let her sit la, she's so pity. Then *** come,u r this uniform one rite, nah, afterward u must take care of her o. She's new and she don hav much fren. I was like really touched by them but then they shouldnt said tat i am pity la altot i am la, but if thay say it out loud like tat i will feel more pity la. lol

Ha... U guys r really my best buds nw. I plan to change my club to wat MY r joining nw. Hope that i can find some teacher tat r willing to help me.

Haiz..gotta off nw. My dear mummy's keep nagging me. Wish me luck.

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