Zzz.. nw is 1 am in the morning. And i am still here typing nonsense, chatting with Karia, doesnt want to go and sleep although i feel sleepy. speaking of sleepy, my eyes r really closing liao.

Haiz... trial is coming. I actually doesnt really feel stress but i do feel scare cuz i scare the results come out sucks to max than i am so going to langgar the wall liao. Recently, i cant really concentrate on studies but i do force myself to start studying liao. C, i am such a good girl. XD.. Recently thr's quite a lot of things that distract me:
1. class painting. i am involve and so most of the time in school i will b painting. But its really fun although it could b quite tiring.
2. its bout time for all my frens and i to buy out lolita clothes for cf ady. so i keep on9ing to find the right clothes.
3. my glee club is having a little performance soon so i hav to skip my fave chinese extra class for training.

I realize that i actually like chinese more then any other subject except english. I like both of them. If b4, when ppl ask me wats my fave subject, i will definitely say english although i suck at it. But nw, after writing tat little novel. i realize i actually love chinese too. I feel really satisfied when i am able to complete a story. But sth tat kinda disappoint me is my teacher. He doesnt think tat i could get A for chinese. Which i wan to proof to him that i could (i hope so).

Juz nw i was reading conditions to bcome an author. And hmm... i think its impossile for my writing to b good until the publisher will want to publish my stuffs and i would bcome a writer then. But.. haiz.. i hav to tell myself to stop day dreaming. I would only be able to bcome one unless one day ,my chinese suddenly bcome v pro and i gt ideas keep bumping into me. Which i really hope that would happen one day.

Omg, 1.20 ady. Ok. thankz. bye.

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